flash blogging

im not going to bullshit you
though your eyes are tantalising enticing and magnificent
i want to feel your skin - your breathe
your hair - my eyes and lips
your smell stays in the back of my throat
youre a recurring image in my mind
You are driving me crazy
You have got to be mine.

for you
id do all that mushy shit
im talking chocolates candles and suprises
id change myself to fit your mutating ideals
id treat you like a princess and everything else
id sell my soul for your love
unfortunately
im satisfied with a smile
And now they are too easy.

we were suddenly tragic
and just like that we were gone
though we spent our days together
nothing good can last
i trace my mind for memories
but come to a loss
taken back by bitter bickerings
i seldom recall
infact
i dont remember you at all.
A few jokes
a smile through poetry
thats all you have left of me
And a book
accounting my withdrawal into madness.

we almost killed eachother
we did
drove ourselves insane
but it was such a fun game
maybe we were supposed to be enemies
after all we never did agree
what springs to mind
is creating sides

now i wont let what happened repeat
im almost sure
still however what happens now
has happened before
like love
you only get it once
but once over
you get a taste for it.

What scares me
is that there are people who never allow it
whatever you call this love
maybe others feel it more than i do
im certain i know it well
the ability to find people astounding
and unbelieveably beautiful
captivating at worst

we are afraid of this love
it takes away everything
and leaves us naked in a cold world.