we almost killed eachother
we did
drove ourselves insane
but it was such a fun game
maybe we were supposed to be enemies
after all we never did agree
what springs to mind
is creating sides

now i wont let what happened repeat
im almost sure
still however what happens now
has happened before
like love
you only get it once
but once over
you get a taste for it.

What scares me
is that there are people who never allow it
whatever you call this love
maybe others feel it more than i do
im certain i know it well
the ability to find people astounding
and unbelieveably beautiful
captivating at worst

we are afraid of this love
it takes away everything
and leaves us naked in a cold world.